When I was younger, My temper had run out So I took a small piece of metal I believe it was from our fencing I took the slender stick of metal And I hit the tree Again and again Trying to release this monster of anger that consumed There were lines in the tree from where the metal had clashed with it The bark split where I had hit it I felt bad about what I had done to the poor tree But other than that I didn't think much of it
That is until I saw it today It has been years since I abused that tree in anger The bark is white now, It healed over the scratches But you can still see through the bark where it was split Where it was broken
I am jealous For that is not how my scars are My scars cannot be seen No matter how deep down you look My imperfections lie in my very soul I have covered each blemish carefully They are not visible even with the most complex microscope The most advanced magnifying glass couldn't catch a glimpse of them
My scars will forever remain unseen
The hurt that you can't see is often the most horrible kind of hurt