you tear up when I say I love you and say that you're not sure now I ask: why wouldn't I? and you say: why would you? but I do, you know? I can't imagine not loving you. I love you with all the absence and the lack of care. I love you for all you teach me for who you are and who you made me became. I love you in the good and bad days. I love you so badly that it hurts. and it hurts even more to hear you doubt that.