strawberry milk and the smell of elementary lunchrooms is so innocent, so happy. i can still hear my friends voices and see us standing in line. cold classrooms and science rooms that smelled like yeast and vinegar. backpacks filled with notebooks and folders of work that seems way too easy now. you wonder where it went from friendship bracelets and recess benches to divorced parents and homework that makes you stressed to the point where running your hairs through your hair in the shower only to see how much hair you're losing. those sweet berried flavored milks seem so far away. you can't even touch food anymore, it's not a "safe" food. where did you go wrong?