Hello, To your smile that killed My suicidal daily, When your zest filled my Inner clarity And gave form to destiny, Not anyone road, But your soul that touches many, The guft that is you, I bit of the nectar that your Light feeds, I am grateful Even for the pain of missing You now, Friend of my deepest wound, Cut me and I bleed your crimson Catastrophe, Because even your worst Was the very best I Felt, The narcissistic venture, I stayed because you allowed it.