you're just afraid of abandon. you need someone to hug and to love you and of course you need someone to hold you and your broken up heart and say "you'll be okay".
darling, baby, please get a hold of yourself. there are stars in your eyes and your hands are like fireworks when you create.
the moon, the stars, the sun, the trees, your family, your friends, the people you consider your saviors will be here after the fall whether it be "just this once" or many other times. they will be here to catch you and help you back up.
you will wake up one day and love yourself without a doubt. you'll love yourself as you love others immensely. now a warning now, okay? you will fall again, over and over. life will never be perfect but honey, it's not supposed to be. you have to learn to be your own hero because, and god forbid, one day you might have no one to save you.