I cannot say I would officially change anything.

Yes, I would have liked to be a different person.
Yes, I would have like to have gone on a different path.
Yes, I would have like to have been more loved.

But I do like the person I am right now.
I like how I can handle myself when I am alone.
I like how I can take the time to process my thoughts.
I like how I can get through the day.

I cannot be who everyone wants me to be.
I know I am not truly who they think I am.
I feel so alone.

Why can’t I be someone better?
Why can’t I be someone love able?
Why can’t I be someone worthy of love?l