If today is the day I die
The next to last thing I would do is stare at the night sky while I’m high
Smoke one last cigarette
Take pleasure in the fact that I finally quit

Will any particular person be on my mind?
All the people in my life are the same kind
Good people, all of them
But not one person worth living for I can name

In the end, my realization would be this -
I would end my life as I have lived,
Even my last act would be selfish