Its funny where we stand now, both in our own lanes Remember when we used to fight over baby names? Once in the morning, the call I needed to hear to start my day Once every couple of months, the call just checking in to say hey Inseparable, all my friends and family thought that someday we’d get married Intolerable, now my voice brings back all the negative emotions that you carried Happiness is all I want to give you and if that means losing you I am going to do it Sadness and fear is what you got when you were with me and I’m sorry for the ******* Being hurt, unfortunately, is a part of life and relationships Being healed, fortunately, is a part of life and relationships Do not fear the connection that you may one day get again with someone new Be excited and curious to see where that connection could possibly take you Live your life and don’t be afraid to take risks here and there Live your life for you and remember you don’t always have to be fair All that I ask is when you do fall in love again, make sure that his love is pure If he is angry, sad, and tired from life, your lips on his lips is the only cure If you had a rough day and all you want to do is scream and die You can run to him and he will hold you until all your tears dry Just make sure he loves you and you being with him makes you feel free Just make sure he loves you and please make sure he’s a lot better than me.
-M.M.
Months after the break up the pain was still there. After taking a step back and realizing the problem was me I found happiness in knowing one day she'll find better.