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ALIEN MOSTLY
Poems
Apr 2018
Fantastical version of me
Brave
And shaking
And strong
And quaking
I fool myself
Late at night that is
With fantastical scenoirios
Of what may be
Yes
Yes I see
Late at night
Who I want to be
A version of myself
Trapped inside
My head
A fantastical version
A prototype
A clone
An upgrade
Trapped
Picturing confident conversation
Loose chest breathing easily
Fantastical
It feels fantastical
Then I wake up
The feeling gone
The fantastical locked up again
In my tight chest
Anxious and hard to breath
My tight chest and immovable mind
A constant cage
For that fantastical me
All day I think
How different every situation
Would be
With fantastical me
She screams from inside
The tight chest, running mind cage
I hear her scream
She is me
Well a version of me
No one will ever see
We argue all day
But she never wins the fight
She's only allowed to dream at night.
#insomnia
#anxiety
#social
#fantastical
#trapped
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ALIEN MOSTLY
24/Two-Spirit/South Africa
(24/Two-Spirit/South Africa)
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