Alone
alone next to you
my insides screaming
notice me senpai

Anxious to reach out
reach
stretch
While you ignore me

Your whole Ora screams at me
screams you deserve this
To be ingnored
on a spiritual level

Anxious
Doesn't always show
dramatically, no
sometimes

Oh sometimes
I scream on the inside
I cry
Ripping at the wallpaper of my mind

Unlike you
I wish I could
So easily
Switch off.

Stitch off
switch off
switch off
so easily

I can't
I know I can't
Yet I want
and I yearn

Another creative torture
For my mind
my mind
this thing inside

My heart
it really has strings
I feel them pulling
Me apart, that is

I could almost laugh
Silly silly.
But I don't
I think

It's the worst medicine
Really
thinking, that is
it's the worst

For most it's helpful
For me, it's a *****
I almost laughed again
as I dig my mind-hole

Deeper
Deeper still
how deep into my mind might I dig...
Deeper still

Some people sleep deep
I dig
Deeper still
as deep as my endless mind.