It’s crazy I could reach such a level of depression
Sometimes my life gets so dark I wish just to go to Heaven
I don’t know why everything has to be a lesson
I hate that my life has become a therapy session
I know I never met you mom
But I’m sure if you were here you would turn your head away
To this waste of ******* life that doesn’t want to live another day
To this worthless beating heart that constantly lives his life in grey

I wish you were here for me mom
I wish you were here for my first day of school
I wish you were here for my first date
I wish you were here for my graduation
I wish you were here to convince me that I wasn’t wasted
I’m sure you wanted the best for me
But when I go to sleep tonight It will be different
I won’t dread having to live another day
Because when I wake up
You’ll be the first person I see