Walking down a wooded path tall flowing trees all around, I came upon the river’s edge and sat down on the ground.
Sitting at the edge of the river I stare at its ongoing flow, I start to give it all my pain a release with each little throw.
My hardest pain is fear that I’ve had from so long ago, of never feeling good enough that’s dulled my inner glow.
It eats at me like a cancer each and every day, the fear of never being good enough and again being thrown away.
Years of disappointment and abuse only being property, nothing to love, but always trying to make things right so everyone else could rise above.
I throw this fear out into the river sit back and watch it pass slowly by, I wrap my arms around myself feel the release, let myself cry.
I throw out all the other pains betrayal, heartache, loneliness and more, I watch them drift gently way these last tears will be left on this river shore.
Noticing as each and every pain slowly floats down the river away, I observe at a distance as they fade into the suns sparkling rays.
Walking down a wooded path tall flowing trees all around, I came upon the river’s edge and was surprised at what I found.
And ever onward shall we strive and from the circle peace derive. The sea in robes of mossy green and blues the eye has never seen... In grays that mock the stormy sky and depths that hold the tears gone by....
A sweet release we give our heart from pain of past that tore apart, relief that only one can find when hearts we let, become unconfined, to leave behind those stormy skies letting self-love baptize…
A tide of tears resides within and waits to overflow. i greet with a smiling face so others will not know.
How feeble is this masquerade. Transparent are the games. Emotions should be given room without the chides and blames.
The time will come to open up and let the dam release... my will, the pressure stop. my soul will be at peace.
Weep when grief prescribes. Laugh for humor's sake. Love with everything you have and forgive, all your mistakes.