you are walking the streets you do not walk the boards anymore your trousers are frayed, your shoes dusty and the hard walkways have worn them out you are not presented in the glorious costumes and the stage crowns anymore the illusion is gone, it’s reality that’s permanent now you’re the beggar, the recluse, the plain and shadow you walk down to the shops and your speech raises eyebrows where’d he learn to speak like that? they ask, in whispers, like conspirators on stage your actions are too lofty, your manner too distant it threatens them, they must crush you – so that’s why you’ve learned to blend in as well as you can those were the days when they heard your words, and they felt it resonate when they noted your pronouncements and there was acknowledgement but those were the days, a long time back when they looked at you, and they knew you, and they looked in awe now the children sneer at the old man, and when it’s too cold, your nose runs and you need to **** more often and the women notice you hobble, you leave the art of significance and you learn the art of the indistinct and you’ve learned which practice is more difficult: acting the prominent, or acting the anonymous
*Go, old man, old actor, every dog has its day; the new breed eats the bones today
companion picture: "the old actor" by Domenico Fetti (also spelled Feti) (c. 1589 – 1623)