I am still here because this life I hold so dear even though sometimes it brings a tear and I can always hold my head up and find something or someone to bring me cheer and someone I can hold to be dear.
Some days are bad and some days are real sad but most days I am just glad to be here but sometimes certain memories make my days real bad making me think of all of those wasted years and cried for nothing tears.
All of those years have just gone by so fast and nothing during those years seemed to last because everyone I know always seemed to judge me by my past.
Everyone wants to live on the top of the mountain but nobody wants to stop and think of the happiness and growth that occurred during the climb.
Don't let the heights of those mountains scare you as you take one step at a time and when the climbing gets rough don't even think to yourself "that's enough" when you know that there is more and know that you have to stay tough.
Your most valuable possession that you have is already inside you and what you do with it is up to you.
My life is full of love and it serves me as an inspiration for these words that I write but I am still trying to get it right knowing that the end is still far from my sight so I go day to day knowing that there are going to be those bad days and bad nights.
After climbing one hill after another I find that there are many more hills to go but I can't help but look back at the great distance I have come and I go on knowing that there are still many more miles to go and that this walk has far from ended but I will get there knowing that I have not pretended.
Forward I go knowing that there will be many more bad days but the long dark years are over because I can smell the four-leaf clover and I am still here. Jon York 2012