I know your past. And I can't get to think that maybe you'll change like when the typhoon ruin everything and turns into a beautiful disaster. But this was just part of something that I keep on holding on while we were together. I keep on believing that one day when I wake up holding you I wish there wasn't anyone holding you too. This idea hurts me deeper and deeper every night. I don't want you to be with anyone else  but you leave me no choice and even though it hurts, I have to end this chapter and move on.