I want to feel loved
I want someone to hold me tight and tell me they love me
I don’t want another night in my cold bed alone as cry myself to sleep
I don’t want to wake up in a pile of blankets with tears stains on my cheek

Love stopped being available to me when I stopped loving myself
The boys I had crushes on never wanted me
Their was always a prettier person in the room that took the attention off of what you wanted

It easy for me to fall in love with you
All you need is to look at me for longer then 00.2 seconds
And I’m already planning our wedding
I don’t need to know your first name to know I want your last name

People find it unbelievable that a girl like me could like punk rock music
But a girl like me is tried of hearing about Taylor Swift complain about all the boys that want her
Because a girl like me sits in a math class with 13 Taylor Swift’s

“You’ve never had your first kiss, but you’re already 14”
I haven’t had my first kiss because I’ve had multiple boys call me just one of the guys
I seem to be a friend to all the guys I flirt with
And all the guys that flirt with me are nonexistent

I’m tired of every book I read ending with and they lived happily ever after
News flash people they all had bulimia  
And their boyfriends were using them for *** and a crown
So I’m sorry if that’s not what I want my life to be

Maybe if I wait a little longer
Happily ever after will come true
But if I wait a little longer I’m scared that I won’t want it to