I want it to stop
Everything
Breathing, hearing, seeing, feeling
I want nothing more than to be void
I'm meaningless, pointless
No one knows I feel like this
No one asked
I wish someone would
Anyone
A friend, loved one even a stranger
Someone
I tried to end it
No one knows
No one asked
There's a gun under the mattress
Loaded
I held it
But couldn't do it
I think about it
Everyday
But I can't do it
Because I'm useless
Nothing
Void