on a plane going back to a place not called home but i have found myself calling for you on its streets and this time recovery looks less like broken phone calls and momentary goodbyes but broken ribs and cracked skulls i swore i heard the raven crackle in pain of what was and what never would be i guess what i'm saying is that it wasn't supposed to end this way but an australian girl told me that love, mate, love it comes and goes and as we stood in grand central station amongst the hellos and deathly goodbyes i realized she was right