I am going to take my life. Adulthood and being a decent human has always been my strife. I hurt myself, my family, and I will hurt you. I am full of lies, nothing that I say is true. If you know me, then there is no debate. Most everything about me, you will learn to hate. I hurt, sneak, cheat, and lie. It might be best that I die. I should probably just do some a favor. In the choice to take my life, I will not waver. You will only heal from my short passing. The thought of taking my life, has only been amassing. You gave me a chance that was taken advantage of. Where I am headed, is not below or above. I could not give you my all or make you my wife, "I am going" has progressed to I have taken my life.