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Mar 2018
I’m sorry I can’t be
The woman you always dreamed of

I’m sorry
I can’t make you a father, me a mother
I’m sorry I can’t bare children
I’m sorry I can’t make us a family

I carry this guilt everyday
It kills me on the inside in every way

I want nothing more then to start a family with you
Almost 8 years married but yet
It still hasn’t come true

I try and stay positive and hope for the best
But wanting something so much
( never getting it )

Is life hardest test (in life)
Still, after 8 years, can’t make the announcement “we’re expecting “ and most likely never will. It’s harf to talk about, we don’t know why, but it helps me cope with the fact of it not happening.
Ashly Kocher
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Ashly Kocher  39/F/Florida
(39/F/Florida)   
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