Are you, conflicted? You shouldn't be, right? I mean, we all fall into trenches in life many times over. Down there, you may find the meaning to your existence. Maybe, it may give you the answer that long eluded you. But, before you stumble into it, you need to decide if you'll choose to uphold the rules you bear, or be prepared to get out of it completely different.
I know. We already established what kind of disposition this is, but you know how dangerously intimate this can get out of control.
But, if you're aware, I guess all will be well, and everything is clear?