Suicidal spiral
swigging soda with beta blocker chasers
self destructive thoughts
ricochet
bruising both ego and id
DNA swabs taken from blood stained nails
confirm my guilt
darkness swallows me whole
spitting me out
in pieces
shattered mind rattling
within an aching skull
fists clenched
stomach tight tied in knots
reminding me
always
of my pain


Silent screams within a gaping mouth
eyes hollow
sunken
as funeral dirge
takes me to the bridge

I fall
fail to catch myself in time

Pass the meds

pass the bottle



pass me by.......