Your hands move deftly down
sliding along my satin gown
never seeking to clumsily plunder
for treasure buried deeply under
but instead with skill and grace
meant to bring a smile to my face
teasing, pleasing, touching my soul
as you assume total control
sending shockwaves running through
creating salacious sensations whatever you do
taking me higher and higher still
as you give me thrill after thrill
wooing me wickedly all the night
raptured in lover's delight.

It seems I will never learn
the lesson that life is trying to teach me
instead I keep hoping and praying
reaching and grasping
trying to grab hold of an illusive dream
that someone could actually love me.

Me...the person that I am...
not who others think I should be
not who the media says I must be
but the woman that I really am
with a heart so full of love
that I feel I will die if I can not give it
who would be devoted to someone
who would strive to put him first in everything
who would only want to see him happy
want to make his every dream and fantasy
become a reality.

But nature is a cruel taskmaster
and continues to deny me
sending me to my own living hell
time and time again
offering me glimpses of what it could be
and then cruelly snatching it away
so that my longing is deeper than before
the pain increasing each time
leaving only feelings of wanting to curl up in a ball
and finally say to hell with it all
to hell with life for it offers nothing.

The room prepared
the candles lit
ready for romance
that won't quit.

Roses scattered
all on the floor
creating magic
maybe something more.

Breeze gently blowing
on heated skin
trying to cool
where passion begins.

Laying beside you
so handsome tonight
my lover, my sweetheart
my perfect delight.

Take me now darling
slowly at first
then harder and faster
making me burst.

Then let's fall asleep
wrapped in each others arms
dreaming once more
of each others charms.

Last night when you held me
in the warmth of your arms
clasped comfortingly to your chest
whipsered words of devotion in my ear
inhaled my perfume lingering on my hair
traced the curve of my cheek
with your fingertip so very gently
is a night I would never trade
for anything in this lifetime or beyond.

For in those precious minutes
my heart beat faster than normal
my inner core came to life
my whole body seemed to tingle
the blood coursed through my viens
with a rhythm never known before
my eyes were lit by the stars from heaven
my breath caught in my throat
for at that very moment I fell in love.

You put me to the side
left me useless and defenseless
slone against the world
feeling unloved and unwanted.

Although you said it wasn't me
what else am I suppose to think
how else am I suppose feel
where am I suppose to turn?

What happened to your promises
your declarations and undying devotion
promising never to hurt me
yet you hurled them back at me.

All I wanted was to love you
give you my unconditional love
offer my heart on a silver platter
be "hoplessly devoted to you."

Softest petals painted pink
succulent lips taking a drink
searching for nectar so sweet
where two lips finally meet.

Pink tongue flicks to and fro
for sweet heaven's passionate flow
as juice pours forth filling need
quenching love's burning greed.

Two pair of lips moist and wet
impatiently waiting to be met
completely sated on lover's wine
replete once more on meal divine.