does your mind ever just feel
so BLANK

in a way you can't even explain?
because I can't
I can't seem to for the past while
and it hurts so bad
but its just what I am

I try to explain
but every time I'm misunderstood
you can't comprehend what goes on inside this rut

I still try to explain
but you still don't understand
maybe some day you will
but for now I stand

by myself