The night is warm with reasons Beyond this time and season My tears stream profusely down my reddened cheeks And even though many words spin through my mind, I can't seem to speak Because reasons don't seem to make much sense And honestly, I'm feeling rather dense I had all these dreams once, you see But now I have no idea who I am and who I want to be I've changed so much Circumstances changed me Changed my once loving, carefree and joyful heart Into a miser Maybe now I'm much wiser But I'm not kinder I'm hardened and bruised Seeking and failing to find beauty And I'm not sure If searching for reasons to dream Will be useless Should I pursue a better way? Or lay my dreams down in a grave?