I DIDN’T GET SLEEP, ARE YOU SURPRISED? MY THOUGHTS CAUSED A BIG UPRISE. I COULDN’T DO ANYTHING BUT CRY, WITH CONSUMING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO DIE. I CAN’T STAND THIS ANY LONGER, I’M GETTING WEAKER RATHER THAN STRONGER. THE DEMONS HAD A PARTY IN MY HEAD WHILE I LAID HELPLESSLY IN MY BED.
“I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU,” WELL I HATE ME TOO.
“NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU, YOU’RE TOO GONE NOW.” SHOWS OVER, I’LL JUST TAKE A BOW.
LATELY I’VE BEEN LOST, AND PEACE COMES AT A COST.
“ONE DAY YOU’LL BE GONE FOREVER.” AND I THINK NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER.
ALL I WANT IS FOR SOMEONE TO SEE ME, WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME?
I’M SCREAMING PLEASE, PUT ME AT EASE.
i’ve been up all night and i wrote this while wearing the same smile i put on for everyone every day.