i told my therapist about you, not because you ******* me up (well, that too) but because i can't not talk about you, because i love the way your name tastes on my tongue, because the words i spin almost conjure you into existence. she asked why i brought you up, she asked what your importance was to me and i said he is my happiness. she frowned, slightly shook her head, and told me that i should not like the way your name tastes on my tongue.