I dnt know. Realy i dnt know.
Its feel like I am dying and my entire soul howling from my inside for the last wish.
To reading you and to discover  your every atom of meastry beauty; which are hide within you deep inside.
Its like you are the soil, give life to my soul by your fertile ingredients.
So its my soul's wish to study the soil on which he grown and want to die by buried within this, not by floating in the ocean.