It all started so long ago that even time cannot recall where or how it all began and I was not there but somehow in part I was and you as well though we donβt remember in the traditional way of remembering yet we can see in the ways that leave our eyes blind that we all were there in some small yet infinitely important way a thread pulled from the nothing that turned into everything a spool of love unfurling in waves of sound and dance and life and death and Vincent yellow stars and pastel ballerina Degas and time melting into pools of Dali and sounds trapped in in the silent world of Beethoven and the drum beat of Kerouac and the flowers of Baudelaire and the drunk truth of Bukowski and something lost in the shape of memory betrayed by what would become ego was the simplicity of joy before we had flesh to cover our bones and bones to move our flesh and our hearts where stars that dreamt against the emptiness in the space between what was and what could be and in the pulse of becoming and into the flow of being and with the birth of want and need we gave ego sharp tooth and claw and drew lines across the night and dived eternities horizon into heaven and hell and pulled the gods and devils from a hat that we found upon a corpse that was once a man made out of snow from a land where winter was not cold and bitter but had a gently warmth and easy fire that was calm and clean and things of all sort knew that the need to be loved was no more or less important than the need to love for time was a waste of all when absent of the art of love and now what are we if we are not allowed to dream endlessly if we are not allowed to love infinitely if we fail to live kindly if we ever forget the art of love then the beginning may as well have been the end