Because I’m alone, I can enjoy the silence. Even when my many, many, but oh so many thoughts are rambling around as loud as a heavy metal concert.
Because I’m alone, I realized I have amazing conversations skills. I mean THE. ABSOLUTE. BEST. Even though I'm mostly talking to myself. In my head.
Because I’m alone, I can read the book I always wanted to finish. While eating at the corner table of the fast food I decided on. Alone.
Because I’m alone, I can play the music I want out loud. Not worrying about others taste. Doing the air guitar solo. Without being weird in anyone's eyes. But my own.
Because I’m alone, I don’t have to think about what I say. Or say what I think. Or think of what I should’ve said. Or say anything at all.
Sitting. Eating. Talking. Laughing. With everyone. In a group. Where everyone is everyone’s friend. I realized that I have always been alone. Even when I’m not.
The moment I realized that the only friends I have are superficial. I decided on being alone. And I found it comforting.