i am a hopeless, lonely, atom
with no desire to subsist

floating in space, in chaos, in abyss
questioning everything that exist in uncertainty

for my existence is also uncertain

bedeviled, stupefied, pixilated.
i am an unmotivated, statued, atom

lost in the crowd of bafflement
finding answers to puzzling questions

not knowing

if i should go to a land to exist

or continue floating