I don't have any backup, support. And I don't know what the **** I am to do. This **** that I'm walking into is terrifying. I don't have a plan. I rarely ever do. But the one thing I do know, Is that I am restarting. New people, new actions. Everything old is being shut down, unplugged. This is where my life truly starts. No previous ties. I am forgiving. I am forgetting. I am no longer going to live up to the label "grudge holder." I am becoming someone different. Healthier. More in control. A Queen. A solo Queen. I am a new being.