We were pages of an unfinished book.
Waiting for the end as the time flew by.
But suddenly, we're not like what we used to be.
These tears flow to an endless river of heartaches.
Life experiences its most dull moment as soon as you get to know who am I.
Taking advantage and using my weakness to break me into pieces.
It was that bad.
The effect you left was nothing compared to contagious heartbreaks.
You left me hanging and craving for the warmth of your soul.
I felt empty.
Yet words couldn't satisfy.
These feelings, I couldn't derive them into something simple.
Because it never was simple.
It was so obscure that not even I could understand.
What more if you knew?
You were the source of my happiness but it left me the moment you were gone.
You stole my heart without your knowledge.
Such a crime deserves a fair punishment.
All I wanted was for you to feel my pain just so we could be equal.
But we were forbidden to touch a shard.
We were forbidden to fix each other.
Or was I the only one who forbids you.
I didn't want to seem like I need help from you because you were the one who started this chaos.
It wasn't a beautiful chaos.
Rather, a traumatizing nightmare.
Somebody, please wake me up.
The last thing that I would want to happen is for this book to come to a halt so my suffering could do the same.