I ask myself why was we born Is it a curse or lesson to be warned Learned only to burn slowly the clock turns Each second minute day is a step closer to the death sleigh Soon to ride on the slopes derail Of the tracks of life Can't trust anyone or even self Put my feelings on the shelf Tryna keep a full bar of health Keep my mind in stealth invested in brain wealth Now in filthy rich but I got dirt surrounding me Seems like society is fantasy turned reality Stuck in a crystal ball summer winter spring or fall Still can't get a **** call so many quick to ball But many fall after a gall of someones downfall Preying like a mantis from a **** of cannabis Planted with a fist from death kissed Wake up outta the dream I see the Sun as the moon And moon as the sun or is it my souls done Atmosphere ain't really here it's an illusion to keep us in fear At the same time everything round us is sublime Subjugated to work money grind slaves to time If you understand the madterplan at hand You wouldn't settle for a reprimand as I take on demands Once again I ask why we living Only to die with the sinful bodies we once lived in Cracked open the shell it ain't hard to tell