I swear I tried,
For once in a lifetime
For once in my last time.

I tried to give life,
to the those who want
to took away my life.

I reach for the light,
The light which i know
tries to lead me right.

While i'm drowning,
Trying too hard
to avoid sinking.

Trying to save them,
And carry all
their burdens.

Heavier, everyday it's
Getting harder and harder
To get back to the shore.

It's getting darker
Colder, as I slowly sink
In my own deep thoughts.

Screaming and crying,
grieving without
Anyone knowing.

All I hear is silence,
So deafening.
So lonely.

'Til when will I be sinking?
How long should I be in here?

I'm tired. Tired enough to let go
Tired enough to hold my breath more

I just want to end this all,
To let it all and scream
all the pain inside.

To finally take my rest
from this lonely life

To finally reach the
Bottom of this heart.