The majority of people are engrossed in everyday life. Caught in a sleeping state where they can't see that different is good.
People especially don't understand different. They label it weird, eccentric, or strange in a world where the norm is watching TV which dulls the mind,Β Β news that make robots OR believe lies of set religions (though my belief in God is STRONG)
Most talented people Vincent Van Gogh, Emily Dickinson, Poe, Galileo and Keats, to name a few were not understood in their time.
So why should I think I being different with spiritual ideas and gifts would have other results. And why should I care that I'm an outcast invisable to family and many people.
Why? Guess because I'm human and don't love myself enough.