The only thing I miss about my ex is that
he use to remind me mostly every day
about how beautiful I was
even when I looked a mess or even dressed up
he would say "you are so beautiful"
I actually started believing him
I got so use to it I expected it
even.....when he left

Its sad to say it now
when someone calls me beautiful
I cringe
because they don't say it the way he said it

because I knew he meant it