I can never seem to get rid of this pain, I'm always drowning in all this rain, People all tell me I'm just in a rut, But it's always dark outside and the blinds are always shut, Tears trickle down my face as blood flows down my wrist, Oh what I wouldn't give for the reaper's sweet kiss, That sweet kiss of death that I long for so much, Yet life somehow manages to maintain its clutch, So I push on, hoping from this pain I'll be set loose, But as each day goes by, I get closer to the noose.