lately i have been punching walls. hoping i won’t go and fall. I don’t want to go back. nothing is working, not even the Prozac... i feel like an experiment... giving me this new medication, im getting irritant... ive been getting mad easily.. hurting people, repeatedly... im thinking about giving up on friends... everything always ends... im starting to push people away... the depression is getting to me everyday..
nevermind... ill save this for A rainy day...