i would not believe
             you if
you told me that
             you had
forgotten me.


i am

             (not one who is good at
             remembers things but
             i am sure that i could not
             forget a relationship
             so quickly)

certain that what i have
experienced with you
is real


i am

             (wondering if all
             this time i have
             spent loving you and
             all i have ever
             known is false)

doubting myself and
my memory for it has
been fading though
i did not think it could
get this bad


so tell me

             (please i beg you)

and promise me

             (leave out the lies)

that you have not

             (it is impossible)

lost your memory

             (so easily)

so easily.