i would not believe you if you told me that you had forgotten me.
i am
(not one who is good at remembers things but i am sure that i could not forget a relationship so quickly)
certain that what i have experienced with you is real
i am
(wondering if all this time i have spent loving you and all i have ever known is false)
doubting myself and my memory for it has been fading though i did not think it could get this bad
so tell me
(please i beg you)
and promise me
(leave out the lies)
that you have not
(it is impossible)
lost your memory
(so easily)
so easily.
inspired by ee cummings! a poem i wrote that i may turn in for school (mostly likely not).
i've been gone for a while! and i will be gone for a while again, most likely. i have not been writing poetry like i used to. i miss it. but it also felt like a burden. it is hard to explain.