the light was off now
and when i open my eyes
they seem to only trace the outline
of your naked body against the milky light
of the window
peeking through the velvet curtains.

i reminisce of the kids we once were
innocent conversations
little jokes here and there
play dates and whatnot.
if you knew you’d probably send me to sleep.

so i stop.
close my eyes and just listen to the room.
the radiator rumbling like a low drumroll.
your pattern of breath trailing in and slowly exhaling making me feel so secure.
your dog laying at our feet and i hear him whimpering..
i caress his neck to his back with three strokes and
he’s off dozing once again.
don’t worry he’s better now.

you look so at peace
free from any form of distress.
i cup your cheek and you smirk.
not sure if you’re still sleeping at this point.

i love you so much.
don’t leave me.

i love your dog too much..