Little girls shouldn't be up at 2, alone in their room eyes going dry, and don't know what to do. Not on their birthday really not any day. Wondering what they did wrong, and only loving sad songs. Honey you're not the problem. There's nothing you could do. It can't be your fault. You're way too young to be so bruised. Maybe not on your body only visible to you. Put those tears back, and have your own party. Don't blame yourself for what you can't understand place it on a shelf, or cry if you want to. But either way You shouldn't be up at 2, blaming yourself For the things in the other room.