If she knew
If she knew how every night tears fall down face
Feeling low nothing a disgrace
If only she knew the pain I hold inside my head every day
Trying to keep my demons away If only she knew the pain I feel
How somedays its to much to deal
If she knew how my heart ached
My emotions drowning me like a lake
If she knew how my scars make me ashamed
And hate the stories they bring
Some may say they know the real me
All the while treating me like I'm under their feet
If only she knew I hated the person I've become
How I think I should have been left to hung
If only I can overcome this and be happy
Not sad and ******
If only she knew shes the only person that can help me
That one Forest amongst the trees
But where is she I ask
..maybe she never existed and I'm asleep in my casket