Forgetting is an act of human will An animal does not forget the scent of a blood trail Nor the track of lightning through the trees It’s the smell of survival The sound of another day existing. What is thicker than water But the blood of our brothers and sisters Who had forgotten too soon how We were weaved into a common thread? The bloodline we shared, forgotten, taken in vain They have conquered from us the land of our ancestors Centuries old, stories left untold They shoved the life out of us Leaving us indelible marks of shame.
Forgetting is an act of human will But we have not forgotten how to blame So we blamed the gods, We blamed our fathers and the fathers of their fathers We blamed the books We blamed the espresso machine We blamed all that was to blame We blamed because we were helpless.
Forgetting is an act of human will But we remember. We do remember how we spoke To faces with perfect set of teeth They showed us the rooms of dark wood floors They stood on the doorway. They moved when our Eyes passed them. Showing us one corner Like every other corner. They showed us how to turn on the water, Where the light switches are, Which door would lead to another. They took our money. They smiled. “Here is my face,” they always said. Some hollow, some swollen, some sagging Flesh and bones. “You will know me by this face.”
Forgetting is an act of human will But we remember how we mastered the language Of the wild A jungle with no trees, they call it “metropolis” Where streetlamps shone brighter than the stars, Where shadows aren’t made of animals Meant for bedtime stories Where men’s faces, pink and stained With camouflage, shined with the sweat of the hunt Their dogs knew us by our accents The plight wasn’t over after all.
Forgetting is an act of human will But we chose to remember We’ll never forget.
"Promdi" is a Filipino slang word derived from the English phrase “from the” which is short for “from the province.”