I'm being used. Being used by you. I feel abused. Like that's all you can do. You pull me in. With your kind eyes. Then your words grow thin. And I see your lies. You lie to my face. It's not a joke anymore. I try to show grace. But what am I fighting for? You share your heart. And I begin to care. Only to be ripped apart. My heart left bare. I'm getting so tired. Of the same old fight. I end up wired. Every single night. Your aren't even real. I can't trust you. You can't even feel. What could I do?
wrote this a couple months ago but now I'm over it