I feel stuck and I can't write. Words are held back and thoughts are trapped. I can't write and it's killing me. I want my words and thoughts to be free. It's almost as if they are gone. Not trapped but just disappeared. I'm angry with my brain. I'm angry with the lack of pain. I'm frustrated with my thoughts. I'm irritated with my emptiness. I just want to scream. Wake myself up from This sleep walking dream. I'm here but I'm not. Wake me up please. Put my mind at ease!