The things that we learn as children never really leave us kindness, love, innocence. So i've been trying to live a better life no matter the odds and at the same time i need to reconcile with the fact that i felt darkness, that i had vengeance in my head and craved for some sort of vindication so much. But what's the point? Would that make me a better person? Think not! So i'll continue trying for something better and at the same time i'll heal i'll tame i'll conquer my unwillingly commands.