Pain so far gone I can’t even sleep
Do you know what it feels like when hell keep knocking at your feet
the devil keep projecting dreams of sunny days but every time I kneel it’s rains for seven days

I admit for a second he was winning
The Pain so deep in my throat I WANNA SCREAM
but I’m afraid I mite choke or better yet be considered a joke

do you know how it feel to be surround with people presences and not feel a single essence
For them to say  they love you  and you repeat it but deep in your stomach you can’t even express the actual meaning  

yet you try and still they lie
You would think you would get it like maybe ask your self why ?
why do I fall for lies why do I  allow them to pentarate my thighs  before I give the opportunity to penetrate my mind
see if you remove the love and burn the *** what more is their left to give
what more is there to live
we just building relationships off broken knowledge
letting love defeat our only values
so ask me do I love
I mite smirk and shrug cause in my heart
ITS STILL SCREAMING  **** LOVE