Lost in my mind. Only way life seems real. It's so hard being tough when tough is all you've ever been. No excuses. I played my hands like ****. But as long as I'm at the table imma try my best to win. Life's hard for everyone. No one escapes that truth. But for some the scars are so deep they penetrate straight through. Silent tongues hold back tidal waves of feelings *No lifeguard. Afraid they'll never be treated fairly and true. Lost in my mind. Only way life seems real.u