Starring at a blank page trying to see Thinking what to write find feelings lifeless emotions Not sure what to say thought of burning critics So much comes to mind blows away with the wind Feels blind to the world deep inside the mind safety zone Tough from the rough times building strength for the soul Things are right not in the fight up late another night Never stay down with the struggle strive to survive From friends to strangers grow apart move onto better Silence the tongue taste of sourness spit on the phony Over the lies from the insecure and obsession obsorbed distractions leads to dramatic reactions Break free focused on success not less Go forward not back grow into more Broken truth no more false promises One finding truth no longer associate with fake Insecure with harsh judgement try to break the reality Delusional realities consume like an addiction Control with no plans, repeating crazy expecting a different outcome